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♥ Monday, July 30, 2007 8:52 pm .

O.O working ystd was tired ehs.
So busy , wierd . L0ls
Actually work until 9 derhs then around that time still busy luhs plus tasha and mel not feeling really well .
So edward ask us to work until closing .
Thinking that today not going school then work n0rhs .
Cabbed home .

Today wake up at around 9 plus by james call .
Roars >< ahahas :x meet Qian & hym at compass then cabbed to NUH to visit jian ting ah k0r. eww , first time see hym in that mood so restless & moodless and of cause so PAIN .!!
Haiis ~ see hym like that i also heartpain larhs so i teared T.T
K0r get well soon la :) take care many.
After that trained to fareast to buy cardigan & shoe .
About 5 plus james went bugis alone , ps la . L0ls :x
Then me & Qian went taka buy thing eat then trained home .
Reached home around 6 plus :)


♥ Saturday, July 28, 2007 3:24 pm .

Lazy to post what happened recently .
haiis ~ no mood :x

Ha .? You just getting to over this few days .
Or im just thinking to much .
Ya, Forget it then . ( No offence =x )


Just simply no one understand how i feel.

When i'm crying , where's that shoulder for mwe to cry on .?
Where's those people when i needed them the most .?
Where have all they all gone .?
Haiis ~ T.T

Maybe tmrl will be better barhs .
Don't worry be happy :)


♥ Thursday, July 26, 2007 9:50 am .

eww , blogging in school com lab .
O.O having F&N .
Bored bored .

Yesterday after school went plaza there buy cigg .
0f cause not mine -.-
After that when CP with Qian & James .
Lenard ps larhs . ahahas , went home .
Soon later went SKCC -.-
Getting siian there o.o
Went home at about 5 plus :)

I moodswing larhs , ahahas :*
Yea , be myself .
Be the real michelle , L0ls =x
I will try to get the word " Don't know " out of my dict .
Maybe can maybe cannot , O.O
Haiis ~ T.T

My emo kid arhs , L0ls :c
You should know who you , zzz .
Stop being emo luhs ._.
& stop scolding mwe STUPID ><
ewwwwwwwwww ...

I want my Daddy ,
I miss my Daddy .




♥ Tuesday, July 24, 2007 6:43 pm .

This few days weather was so cold *:*
I need some warmth . ahahas :-#

School is getting bored ._.
Nvm nvm .
After school when skcc de bball court with Qian qian & james again .
ahahas =c
Stupid jianting ah kor say 5 o'clock come in the end 5 plus . zzz
Come awhile niias then went off le , Roars ><

wahahahas .
Idiot Qian qian is so emo today .
Make me so scared la (:-...
Cheeeeeeeeeeer down . hhes =x
Stop thinking to much .
Or next time im the first to run away :* jkjk
Im always here for you . L0ls :x

Don't think what others say or thinks .
I'm nobody fool :)


♥ Monday, July 23, 2007 8:40 pm .

Arghs .. ><
Didn't post for a few days lerhs .
Just don't have the mood to post .
ehs , Things are just going around .
Both good & bad barhs .

Friday - after school went work .
Saturday - Morning went work then go school then went out with Qian , james & darren .

Sunday - Stay at home , night went out for dinner with mummy & uncle .
Monday - after school , broke down O.O , just cannot take it la T.T Went skcc with Qian , Jian ting ah k0r & James until 5 plus then went home :)

Qian : Yea .? Everything is fine nw .? Happy .?
Wish you & hym last long barhs :)

Jian ting ah k0r : Friday is coming soon .
So fast . haiis ~
Wish you all the best barhs .
Get well soon , miss miss :)


♥ Thursday, July 19, 2007 9:57 am .

Rain rain rain O.O
Blogging in school com lab :)
Having F&N nw .
Just nw have ss CA test . ahahas
Tht was cancel so did not study =x
Commen test was cancel but not CA test :x
Wee ~ i pass my math and chem . hhes :]

Yesterday no assembly :)
So went out with qian .
Went CP to buy our food and went to SKCC .
Sat at the bench there & saw weichong .
So followed hym up to bball court .
Sat down there with qian .
Saw gin seng & gang . L0ls =x
When they are playing bball , they are like joker too .
Make us laugh & laugh :)
Its funny okays . Ha .?
Sat there to about 4 plus then went home :)

Gtg for recess soon.
Bye bye :)


♥ Tuesday, July 17, 2007 9:38 pm .

I'm confused :x
How how .? O.O

School was alright .
Math test was ok barhs , think can pass :x
Didn't have english common test as it was cancel .
Tmrl ss common test was cancel too , woo ~
& maybe having my 2.4 again tmrl , hope can pass :)

What is love all about .?
Jeaously vs Hatred .


♥ Monday, July 16, 2007 9:52 pm .

T.T I fall down , pain*
All thanks to Qian ><

Nevermind , its already pass .
Let bygones be bygones . hhes :)

Siians luhs , tmrl still have math & english comment test .
& english remedial , Roars ><
Didn't study , ahahas :x
Think math will pass barhs , hope so :)

After school went to Qian house " bai chi bai he " .
As what she say . L0ls , nopes l0rs .
Wanted to go home derhs but dont know why end up at her house .
Wahahahas :x

跌倒了,就要学会自己站起来*


♥ Sunday, July 15, 2007 8:17 pm .

Wake up early in the morning 9 plus .
L0ls , just to meet da jie jie in United Square at 11.30am .
Trained there .

Had our buffet at International Seafood & Teppanyaki Buffet Restaurant .
Yummy yummy :)
It is just beside the Pizza Hut -.-
Eat already walk around and when home at about 4 .


Love me for who i am :)



12:57 am .

Wee ~ I love that feeling .
tralalala ~ hhes :)

Work from 10am to 11 pm T.T
Tired luhs .
Saw Ryan & his stead . ahahas
Happy 2 month to you & her ehs :)

Heard from cute cute say Shu qiang was in kk hospital .
Wish he get well soon luhs :)
If not monday no one acc me walk to school T.T

Im insane -.-
不想想太多 :)


♥ Saturday, July 14, 2007 12:20 am .

Haiis ~
I hate it luhs .
You can get whatever you want ,
but not me T.T
Fuck*

If that was a dream how i wish i would never wake up :(


♥ Thursday, July 12, 2007 10:26 pm .

True are always so hurtful T.T
I miss everything in the past .
Haiis ~
But i still love some of the thing in the present . O.O ' zzz

Yea , thanks ah kor , james & qiao zhi for acc me take bus home luhs .
ahahas , zzz .


♥ Wednesday, July 11, 2007 8:03 pm .

Wee ~ had my 2.4 run today .
Run finish all the 6 round siia :x
But still fail by 3 min plus T.T

Didn't go for math remedial today .
Was tired and sleepy after the run luhs .
So went home sleep .
Wake up at around 4 plus and went compass find qian , her stead , james and wei chong .
& of cause went to arcade to play Initial D .
ahahas , fun luhs .

Yesterday after school qian & james acc me walk home :)
hhes , thanks luhs .
When arcade with ah kor , qian , her stead & james .
Then saw jason there too .
Had Initial D :)
Slack around and went home at about 7.45 .



♥ Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:15 am .

Boring time pass slow T.T
Blogging in school nw :)
Having chinese lesson .

After school no english remedial . hhes :x
Cause mr muru never come , o.o

Rence that si bian tai , ahahas
So many cute cute derhs photo :x


I maybe selfish ,
Is all because of you :x


♥ Monday, July 09, 2007 8:16 pm .

tralalala ~

可怜没人爱.
ahahas ._.


♥ Sunday, July 08, 2007 3:52 pm .

Ha .?
Fact can't be change .
So let it be .
Its not going to be FOREVER .!
As what qian said :)
Life still go on , weather you are happy or sad .

Thanks ah kor luhs .
I know i talk alot of bull shit & maybe you also dont understand .
But you still listen :)
Thanks many ehs .
Last long with your stead :)

& its time to wake up from the beautiful dream and face the reality :)


Kiss goodbye <3


2:55 am .

Dead Dead Dead !!
Everything is dead . T.T
Arghs ... Roars ><
Sorry , i really cannot hold it anymore .

I hate all luhs .
Promise are not meant to be broken . T.T
No one is there when i need someone :'(
I tears but who know .?
Ha .
I really missing the past . T.T
Why must we lost something to know the important of it ?
The world is so fucking unfair T.T

I HATE Daddy I HATE Daddy .! T.T
You left mwe alone behind .
No one is there for me anymore .
I really miss the time we had .
But nw ...
I can only cry alone T.T
And maybe no one even bother .

I miss the past i hate the present T.T

Jealousy kills .?
Hatred kills too T.T



♥ Friday, July 06, 2007 11:49 pm .

Haiis ~ enough is enough la T.T
Going mad soon .
Im going to broke into tears .

Schooling & working are fine . Ha ?
Taggies is dead :(


♥ Wednesday, July 04, 2007 7:16 pm .

Arghs ... ><>
Want me to respect hym .?
Ha .!
Wait long long then :)
Im not mute, is i dont want to call hym cn ?
Im not related to hym anyway .
I didn't even call Daddy in the past . Why should i call hym ? Bull shit !
Say hym until like a big fk ?
Ha , i don't give a darn at all.
Beat or scold me for you you like.

I miss Daddy & i really do T.T
Memorise will alway keep on my mind :)
I love you nw & forever .
I missing you more each days.


5:18 pm .

Everything was fine today :)
( Fine without you .? ) ahahas :x
Didn't have PE today cause dont feel like ?
But acc cheryl run one round of her 2.4 .
Was nearly died :x jkjk

Was tired luhs .
So i sleep during english
& CME i sleep on dearest gf leg .
ahahas .
Was nice to sleep on ehs . :x

Didn't have assembly so end school at 1.20 .
Went to report to mr muru as did not went for english remedial yesterday .
Do some work until about 2 then leave lerhs .

Went RM with gf to take my spec .
wee-wu-wit . ahahas =x


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♥ Tuesday, July 03, 2007 6:04 pm .

最后一次
Lovynn Kan


在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

好听
Xu Ru Yun

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静静静
是再也不去理


♥ Monday, July 02, 2007 7:58 pm .

Wake up at about 10 plus
& went to RM with mummy to check my eye .
The people say i injure my eye ,
so cannot wear lens for about 5 days T.T
Saw a spec which i like so i bought it :)
It cost $148 . ><

Haiis ~ many things happened this few days .
Missed the past T.T
I miss daddy more each days and many more .
When its gone its gone :(

Mel msged me .
& say that she going to quit .
She work until end of july only T.T


明知回忆会伤害自己偏偏想在重演。


♥ Sunday, July 01, 2007 11:35 am .

Didn't post yesterday cause was very tired .
Start work at 3 & end at 12.30 ?
Night only 5 people working ,
4 didn't come .

Afternoon was fun :) hhes
But night was bad luhs , tired and ..... T.T haiis ~
Broken one glass and i fell down too . =x
Cabbed home with annie , r..... & Chee hock .

Time changed everything T.T
Can't blame for it .?
Cause the world is unfair .


Love . Hopes . Faith




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