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♥ Friday, August 31, 2007 7:34 pm .

Happy Teacher's day :DDD

School today was fun fun fun :)
Classmate brought a cake for Mrs Ali & Ms Tong :DDD
hhes, yummy yummy.
Had lots of fun in class luhs. Shall not elaborate much :*
Had a 45min recess combine with sec 1 & 2.
Eww, canteen was like so noisy & many people =x
After recess went to hall for the Teacher's day concert.
The concert was quite nice :DD ahahas
Dismiss around 12pm.
Walk around Fernvale & went home around 2pm :)
Bored bored, no outing today.
Rottening at home ._.

Picture of today :DDD








Shower me with your tender loving care :)



♥ Thursday, August 30, 2007 10:17 pm .

Weets :)
When out almost th whole day, woo ~ hhes :*
& of cause had fun ! :DDD
Schooling was fine and everything was fine :)
After school when home to changed & meet Qian, Sean, Lenard & James at 2.45 at compass.
I was late about 10 min plus but i'm still th first to reach =x ahahas, bleahs.
Last min Sean & James had something on & so me, Qian and Lenard trained to Kovan to have our Lunch at Sakae first :DD
Brought pizza uniform to return too.
Hais ~ miss th days working there =x
I love Compass de Sakae more luhs, the atmosphere there is better. ahahas
Had Teatime Youth buffet.
Around 5pm Gongda, Sean & James came, SHOCKED* Rofl
& so we changed to a bigger table.
Had lots of laughter when eating :DDDD hhes
Ate for about 2 hours & I'm really really full =x
Total bill is $104.75, woo ~
After that when to arcade to play for awhile & slack around Kovan till around 9.
Trained back to Sengkang.
Gongda, Lenard & James didn't want to go home so early & so acc me walked home while Qian & Sean went home first.
Reached my block around 9.40 & so slack under my block for awhile.
Wanted to go home but i didn't dare to take the lift as i scared they will jam me in th lift T.T
I hate that luhs & i will cry. ahahas =x
Around 10pm saw one of my neighbour & so taken th same lift as them. hhes :)
5 min later sis come back, about 10 min later mummy come back too. ahahas
Mummy saved some dinner for me & i'm so full full full nw.
Saw many stars tonight while walking home, hhes. Wish upon th stars ... =x
Had many fun :DD wee ~ outing again soon please :)

Tomorrow is Teacher's day :)
& so is no lesson day, ahahas. Good good.
But school still end as usual 12.30.
Maybe going out after that bahs :D

Fly me to th moon, let me play among the stars.
In another words, I Love You ❤


♥ Wednesday, August 29, 2007 10:07 pm .

Wee ~ changed new skin & song alrd :)
Bored bored :*
School was alr today :] hhes

Hais ~ somehow, someway i seem like i was always in a wrong.
Nothing i done is right at all, ever it's right it turn out to wrong too.
Ya, s/he is always right while i'm always wrong no matter what.
Cause s/he seems to be more important :) & thats the fact.

Don't ever judge a person by it's cover.
What i represent in your heart ?


♥ Tuesday, August 28, 2007 6:03 pm .

Gahhhhhhhhhs, im back =x
Few days never post le, hmms :(
This few days weren't a good day luhs, erms no no should say this month.
Hais ~ so many bad thing happened T.T
Pon school kanna caught by mummy.
Our class keep reprimanded by teachers.

Disturb other class got caught ><
Wallet was stolen T.T
Grrs >< & more more.

Hais ~ shed shed T.T
Ystd wallet was stolen by one of my CLASSMATE.
Gahhhhhhhhhhhs, disappointment luhs.
Wtf, CLASSMATE ehs not schoolmate !
Own classmate things also cn steal, Grates >< *Clap clap
Don't you feel shameless at all ?
Rahhhhhhhhhhs, Fk ><

Schooling wasn't alr at all.
It fk big time la _!_
Ystd went home around 6 plus beacause of that stupid thing. Investigate, Ha ?
From a victim till become not a victim.
Hais ~ a long long story luhs. Sorry peeps =x
Hell hell hell, PeiHwa teachers sucks big time ! Wtf
Students are always wrong while teachers are always right. Roars ><
Don't let me know who take it de la or i will hate him/her forever T.T
Shameless arse, Kao luhs ! What a good future you have.
Nvm nvm, just hope you live with a clear conscience.

I gonna study le luhs.
I will prove to " HER " that i cn be promoted to 5n'09 la.
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs :(

Hope things cn turn out better tmrl.

Let bygones be bygones barhs :)


♥ Thursday, August 23, 2007 7:49 pm .

Schooling today was okay okay luhs.
Spend my time talking & playing almost the whole day in school.
Had physics common test & i guess i fail for sure. L0ls
I had study uhs but in school i forget everything. =x
Well i gonna study more hard next time.
Had back english common test paper & i got 27/80 :x
Nvm, whole class only got 2 people pass i think.

Math lesson went to com lab & i use com more then studying. ahahas :x
F&N in com lab too , me & qian are just sitting infront of teacher but we still playing our games like no teacher was there.
We are that dare'ing i guess. LMAO
So tgt spend 4 period in computer lab ._.
Social study that T'CHER never come. Hohos, n1 :x
So me , Qian & others were chatting for the whole period even for english too.
Wahahahas.

After school went out with mummy & ahyi till about 7 plus.
Tried tried luhs ~
Saw a shoes for $33 plus & ahyi wanted to buy for me but then dont have the dumbo size. Roars ><

QIAN arhs, hw sad to say that i not fated with you.
ahahas, SOMEONE seem to be more fated with you.
Hais ~ shed.

Maybe you're thinking i'm a dumbo or an idoit. Ha?
I said things that shouldn't be said or did something that shouldn't be done.
Yea, i'm that f* dumbo & this is what you think i guess or maybe nope.
I dont know neither, is for you to know & for me to find out. Ha?
Nvm nvm -.-

A dumbo shall always be?

Life is just like a mountain.
Up & down, up & down, up & down.


♥ Wednesday, August 22, 2007 7:31 pm .

Schooling today is not that alr luhs.
Eww, just one day never go school & things changed.
An idiot change Qian & my sit from third row to forth row. Roars ><
I almost cried. L0ls, i hate you la ! Grrs
Look down on us then look down la.
We will prove you & other idiots wrong one day !
I hate schooling, i hate teachers la. Fk it ><
But i love studying for some other subject. hehahahas :)
Yea, math common test 5 i got 28/30. woo ~ ahahas
The only failure in life is th failure try :]
I will try hard for some other subject too.
Tmrl have physics common test, i gonna study :)

After school our class had a fundraising in canteen for CIP.
Heard Qian say we only raise 9 dollars plus, zzz
End at around 3.30 plus but i head home at around 3.10, its boring there luhs.
& if i stay also nothing to do cause someone have someone pei le mahs so off i go, not gonna be a bright light there ><

Yea, as what bloody brother wrote on his msn nick, today is a attitude day.
Rofl ..
If you hate me up to you ? =x O.O
Ha?
That was what you think but not what i tht :)
Nvm, what goes around comes around.

& suddenly i felt so regretted of many decision i make in th past.
haiis ~ nvm. What is gone may never come back.
What i cn do nw is cherish th present :)


♥ Tuesday, August 21, 2007 3:20 pm .

Didn't went school today, cause school so boring & SOME teacher look f* down on us.
So starting to hate schooling !
& many things happened today, none of them are good thing. hur T.T

Grrs ><
Called mummy wanted to test her in the end ...
She tested me & I was in a trick.
& so i tutu go admit that i didn't go school.

Now waiting for mummy to return & see what thing gonna happened.
Conform not a good thing again.
Haiis ~

What a unlucky days T.T


♥ Monday, August 20, 2007 7:46 pm .

School was alr barhs, time pass fast ?
Mrs Ali decided to give us the Social study notes, O.O ahahas
& she said : " I give you the notes, you want to studay anot up to you "
Minutes passes ... I was talking with Qian & Mrs ali saw and say : " SeeChen & Michelle both of you doesn't seem like study and are lost nw."
Because of her words suddenly me & Qian was like doing her work & didn't talk ?
Ha, d0n know why too =x

Had english common test too on compo, alr barhs.
Writed the topic on " There are something best in life which are free, Whats your opinion ? "
ahahas, i writed one whole page. 0h-my 0h-my, can say its my first time barhs O.O
F&N went to com lab to learn about course work A on egg. L0ls
After school went out slack awhile until around 4 & went home.
Something happened, a fight. Rofl .. ><

我终于选择了放弃,因为爱你好幸苦.
就象过去一样,是朋友,不是更好吗?
只想看到你快乐也是我最大的幸福 :)


♥ Sunday, August 19, 2007 7:51 pm .

Wake up at 1 plus today, hehahahas.
No one wake me up =x
Rotting at home, Grrs ><
Nvm, got mummy pei me, ahahas :)
Asked mummy if i go ITE can mahs & she did not say anything :x
Of cause i don't wish to go ITE neither, was just asking :)
Around 6 plus uncle fetch us go Thomson there eat kampong chicken rice.
Yummy yummy, it's nice.
I ate 1 and a half plate of rice, hhes =x I'm vey full
Jie jie didn't go as she had tuition.
After that went to buy Apple Strudel, wee ~ big & nice. Rofl
Went home after that :]

I feeling so left out.
No one understand me,
No one to turn to when i need a listening ear T.T
我讨厌这种感觉.
这种感觉并不好受.

Will you still remember me if s/he is there.
I think the answer is no T.T


♥ Saturday, August 18, 2007 8:43 pm .

Telling myself :
Never give up :]

Met Jessica & Shuqing at compass at 10.30am.
I was late by about 10 mins :x hhes :)
Something stupid & funny thing happened.
So until about 11 plus then bused 163 to jill's house.
Was talking otw & so we missed the stop. ahahas =x
So walked a distance to there, was raining luhs but not really heavy.
Reached her house at around 12pm.
Jill's baby was darn cute luhs, a baby girl which born 20 April 2007 :]
Jill become really pretty la & was still really slim even after giving birth.
Wee-wu-wit.
About 1pm Feressa come too, she also missed the stop. L0ls
Went off at around 1.20 plus as she had a meeting outside at 2.
So we went to the swimming & toilet there awhile too see.
Woo ~ the toilet is nice. ahahas

Bused to AMK hub after that :)
Ate mac for lunch. L0ls :c
Walked pass new york for about 3 time and saw black bear working.
Woo ~ ahahas. But he didn't saw me even one time. Rofl
So msged him, no reply. Roars ><
Fogot me liaos la, sobb :(
Walked around and nothing to buy there so decided to J8, bused there.
Bought two tops for about 55 dollars . Grrs, Rofl..
Jessica bought a white tube too.
Saw Gongda at Action City so chatted for awhile.
Walked around and bused back to Sengkang around 5 plus.
Acc feressa go Qian ta house to take her jeans.
Lrt-ed home after that :)

I had a dream, a beautiful dream.
But a dream that will never come true T.T
No matter what happened i will always be there for you :]
So near yet so far <3


Smile :]

Jill's baby :)



♥ Friday, August 17, 2007 8:08 pm .

Schooling was alr barhs execpt social study .! Roars ><
Cause of Mrs Ali la, wanted me & Qian bian to change place & sit separatly .
If not she's not going to give us the notes, that means no need study luhs .
Grrs >< She say that we two sit tgt won't study. Ha ?
Our studys already improve alot le n0rhs. Pls la, Roars ><
& of cause we didn't change ._.
Ewwwwwww, we will prove you wrong de!

I'm insane again. ahahas =x
Relax peep :x relax relax. Rofl ..
After school went to eat with Qian ta & Qian bian in-law lerhs then went home straight :)
I'm a good girl, ahahas =x
Watching One litre of tears nw. It's nice luhs & touching :]

Tmrl going Jill house in the morning. hhes :)


♥ Thursday, August 16, 2007 6:30 pm .

Yesterday wake up at about 2am by jianting ah kor msg.
So called him.
He was like so sadd & so he teared.
Cause something happened between him & his stead.
Cheeeeeeeeeeeer up luhs :]
Hang at around 4 cause he ask me to go sleep & he say he going to sleep too.
& so today in school msged him and he say he didn't sleep last night.
Roars >< Liar liar pants on fire ! Rofl .. =x
Nvm, & he said that he & his stead patch already too :)
Last long nehs, dont say that silly words again xD

School was fine?
Had math common test 5 , going well barhs think so.
F&N learn about egg , ahahas.
Social study Mrs Ali don't wanna care le O.O
But i know she won't give up on us de luhs, maybe?
Other lesson nothing special.
About 12 plus saw Bloody brother & co running out of school again, Roars ><
Sehs, bloody brother you promise that it will be the last time better don't break your promise ehs or i will hate you la ><

After school went to slack around with Qian ta & Sean. Rofl
I'm insane -.- too high ? L0ls
Haiis ~ i don't know should i be happy or sad.
I'm confuse luhs , shed.
I tried to do something really stupid today ? :x
First & the last time, i promise.
Qian bian was like angry? O.O
Went home at around 5 :]

When it's time to let go i will :*
Glad to know that everything is fine.
Maybe sometime thing are not going as what we think.
But don't worry everything will be okays :)
Do last long and don't disappoint me alr?
ahahas .
Okay off i go , Bye Bye :)


♥ Wednesday, August 15, 2007 8:28 pm .

I'm not happy at all luhs T.T
The world is so unfair cn ?
Why cn people get what they want but not me.

Schooling is not alright larhs :(
No mood in schooling this few days luhs.
Tmrl still have math commen test , Roars. Not planning to study for it =x
People are changing when time go pass.
Haiis ~ Grrs :x
I just want to sleep & never wake up ><
Cause dreams are beautiful while reality hurts T.T

练习忘记你.
Friends are forever ?
Jealousy kills !


♥ Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:18 pm .

放手与放弃 ?
朋友与情人 ?

What do they really means & whats the different ?
Haiis ~


♥ Monday, August 13, 2007 7:22 pm .

Almost going out eveyday this few days ehs .
Tired tired ><
Didn't went to school today luhs.
Don't feel like going ? Not in the schooling mood. ahahas :x
Morning went for house visiting till afternoon around 5 plus.
Rofl ..
Went to Jason house first then bloody brother then jianting ah k0r house :)
Planned to go sentosa derhs, but in the end never go -.-

爱一个人不一定要跟他在一起,
只希望看他快乐.
也许这都是天注定的,无法改变这个事实.
Let fates decide everything barhs.
& it's truly hurts T.T


♥ Sunday, August 12, 2007 1:12 am .

Hello :)
It's aready one plus le still haven sleep.
ahahas ' waiting for jie jie to come home.
Just nw after mummy " swimming " around 11 plus
then went to kovan there eat.
Saw Darren, Chee hock, Justin & one more guy there.
Heard that they wanna quit too O.O
Somekind of missing the people there luhs , ahahas :x

Maybe going out with the Chi Hwa Hwa family in the afternoon :)
Wahahahas , miss miss *


♥ Saturday, August 11, 2007 5:09 pm .





Photo uploaded :]
hhes , the fun we had .
Wee ~

Rotting at home th whole day -.-
Bored bored , zzz
Mummy & co come our house for " swimming " again.
ahahas , noise la .
Grrs ><

Nothing gonna beat me down :*
Shut & fuck off .


♥ Friday, August 10, 2007 10:51 pm .

Morning mummy & co come our house for " swimming ". ahahas
So meet Qian & Sean at compass at around 12 plus again .
ahahas , went out for 3 consecutive days .
Yea , all 3 days are fun luhs :)
Bused 89 to white sand to meet Mr loh & all .
On the way to white sand at the highway .
Accident happened :( The bus suddenly brake & i tht what happened .
" POMP " crashed into a lorry & pick'up O.O
It was darn scary la , but i was like laughing all the way i also don't know why :x
The feeling was like sitting in a big & double decker bomber car .? L0ls
The pick'up backside injure & behind window broken .
Lorry backside injure too & the driver leg was injure but not that bad .
The bus front was injure , window cracked.
Many people in the bus but no one is injure & the driver was fine too.
Thanks god , ahahas =x
Waited for another 89 to come luhs & we walked in the middle of the express way to board the bus , ROFL .
Have you walked in the middle of the express way or met a accident on a bus .?
Maybe no & even no right .?
ahahas , nice & scary experience we had :x
Soon we reached white sand .
Tht only Mr Loh was there , but shocked to see Mr Ben , Mr Arthur & Ms Imelda there too :)
It's a long long time even we saw them :) Great !
& so we had our breakfast-cum-lunch at the hongkong thingy cafe , Somekind .?
Shared with Qian qian jie .? ahahas :]
After that Mr Loh drived me , Qian & Sean to West Mall in Bukit Batok to had our coffee bean .
Thanks luhs . hhes :]
After that trained back to sengkang & off to my house with them .
L0ls , two of them don't dare to come in at first .? Don't know for what .
Qian is not the first time come my house but she is still scared of my mother .?
ahahas , relax luhs . Mummy is friendly .?
Come my house to take something & played audition .
& they went off around 7pm :]

I wish upon a star ..... :]
Childishness is all i see :)


♥ Thursday, August 09, 2007 11:58 pm .

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY :)

Went out at about 4 plus to meet Qian , Sean & ivan .
Trained to marina bay to eat steamboat .
Met Keatty there too :]
It's crowded there luhs .
Missed many bus cause it full so cabbed there .
Got 5 person then cannot so spilt into two .
So me with Keatty & Ivan while Qian with sean .
That chee bye uncle keep at the kb .
Here cannot there cannot . Cb ><
So alight at don't know where & changed cab .
Finally reached :)
Many people there luhs .
Waited for about 1 hr .? Then found a table .
Total $75 :)
Keep laughing while eating cause of Qian " entertaining " us .
ahahas , fun luhs .
Eat until half , " pom ! " firework :)
hhes , tht there cannot see but cn . ROFL
So me , Keatty & Ivan like kid / sua gu like that , run out to see :]
Nice nice , wee ~
Eat until about 9 plus , then went to wait for cab to go clark quake .
But all cab cannot 5 person cause got many police around .
So forget it then , bus-ed back to marina bay Mrt .
Its already 10 plus le so decided to go home .
Trained home .
Reached home at around 11 plus :)
Had fun luhs , hhes :*



Fireworks :) wee ~

Haiis ~ i'm loving you more each day .
I'm sorry .
My confidence is gone T.T


12:17 am .

Im backkkkkkkkk . ahahas :x
Went out for the whole day .?
Tired luhs , zzz
Went to watch movie too .
Didn't want to watch derhs , then all ' force ' me .
ahahas :x then say me ps O.O
So bo bian then watch n0rhs .
Ewww , otw there saw a " Bitch " , fk it .
I hate you la , cn .?
Opps :x , Gf say cannot say others , cause i not perfect .
Either no one is perfect too :)
Had fun today .? hhes :]
Moodswings :x

Haiis ~ teared T.T
True are always so so so hurtful ><
Really learned from the past luhs .
So i gonna be faithful .? L0ls :x

Ha .? If you hate me i got nothing to say :)
Life still goes on .
Neither you nor me are perfect .
So , shhhhhh :]

All th best barhs :*


♥ Tuesday, August 07, 2007 11:55 pm .

Forever friend

I believe I can love
You give me your loving care
I believe in what we are
I don't know where I would be
Without you staying with me
Sometimes, I'm lost in misery
You will take me all the way, I'm not afraid
Oh, you and me, hand in hand
To everywhere amazing
Be my friend, oh friend
We are forever friends
Oh baby, you give me all the love I need
You are the only one
I believe I can love
You give me your loving care
I believe in what we are
You will take me all the way, as day by day
Oh, you and me, hand in hand
To everywhere amazing
Be my friend, oh friend
We are forever friends
Oh baby, you give me all the love I need
You are the only one
You will take me all the way, as day by day
Oh, you and me, hand in hand
To everywhere amazing
Be my friend, oh friend
We are forever friends
Oh baby, you give me all the love I need
You are the only one


5:43 pm .

School today is bored la .
Qian never go school cause she not feeling well O.O
Had social study & english common test .
All don't know how to do luhs ><
English common test until 4 plus then went home straight .
Got back chinese & math test paper too .
Chinese got 33/45 & math got 7.5/10 :)

Thinking for long & nw i know what should i do already .
When it's yours it's yours , when it's not it's forever not .
就象过去一样,是朋友,不是更好吗?
Friends are forever :)
我选哲放弃,并不代表我不爱你.
Last long with your steady barhs :]

Moody moody T.T
如果爱是那麽简单;世上就不会有寂寞的人了


♥ Monday, August 06, 2007 8:06 pm .

Will you be there when i need you .?
Be my boyfriend will you .?

I'm that high today cn .? L0ls
I also don't know why :x
Schooling was fine :)
After school when home to change first then cabbed to compass to meet Qian , James & Sean .
Didn't want to go home change derhs , all thanks to that Lenard .
Grrs ><
Nvm nvm .
Slack around compass & when home around 7 .?

All i want is something in return .
I miss you :x


♥ Sunday, August 05, 2007 3:26 pm .

Maybe i know whats the answer nw .
Humans are selfish .
& true are always so hurtful .

Bad moody T.T
Bloody brother !!

依然是暧昧的tone调


♥ Saturday, August 04, 2007 1:04 am .

Rather busy this few days barhs O.O
With study , play & work . hhes
Haiis ~ stress/sad/angry/confuse by many many things la .
Roars ><
Why must life get so complicated .?

Today after school went to ITE semei .
Quite fun barhs , saw Firhan & Taufek there too .
What a small world . hhes :]
At 7 plus went work , uncle drive me go then long bang Qian too .
Tired la , haiis ~
Hmms , finally know what happening around nw . Ha .?
Can't be bother bahs :x
Just wish for a happy ending :)

Ivan Toh arhs , be a good boy liaos la .
Don't keep find trouble what whatever shit .
Peace :) ahahas

What cames around goes around .


♥ Thursday, August 02, 2007 9:08 pm .

School was normal :]
Had chinese commen test , think this time can pass barhs .
Really put in alot of effort le l0rs . O.O

After school , went home first then went to see doctor with Qian .
After that went to her house .
Cycle to plaze , she long bang me .
ahahas , is so darn funny la .
From plaza cycle back to 303 to meet Jason .
From there cycle back to plaza to jianting ah kor house .
Otw saw sean so jason asked hym to join us too .
James was at his house already .
4 ex nan chiau-rian vs one ex compassvale-rian . L0ls
Went off at about 6 plus cause he was tired was wanna rest .

After that cycle + walk to compass .
Went to buy bubble tea liaos then went cc .
Many thing happened la ._.
Went home at about 7 plus to 8 .?
Walked home too , yea .
0f cause with acc la .
Yea , is fun today :]

Wee ~ how sweet .
Tralalala :x


♥ Wednesday, August 01, 2007 8:56 pm .

Obstacles are there in our life .
To make us stronger .
& so overcome them :]

One day i still need to wake up & face the reality .
That he gone nw & forever .
I miss you daddy T.T


7:47 pm .

Hello :) hhes
Learn many thing this few day luhs .
Haiis ~ Love is not a game don't take it for granted .
Cherish it when its yours , don't regret when its gone .
Breaking & patching isn't a fun games , Ha .?
Maybe this is what i think , but not what you tht :)
Yea , really learned my mistake from the past .
I'm really sorry .
Are you willing to give me a chance .?

If you really love a person , love it whole heartedly .
Don't love hym/her just for the sick of being afraid alone .
Think .?
Do you really love hym/her with all your heart .?
Will you give hym/her happiness .?
Are you willing to sacrifice for hym/her .?

If love is so easy the world wont have lonely people anymore .
Haiis ~ loving someone is not 2 or 3 days is for a lifetime .
Don't love a person that love you , love a person that you love .
So peeps think before you make your decsion .
Don't hurt yourself & your loves one :]
We need two hand to clap .

Today is o1o8o7 , a new month .
Yea , so let everything be a new start barhs .
If they really love each other why must we stop them for being so .
I'm sorry , 爱一个人不需要理由 .

Maybe you people think i bull shitting or whatever :]
This is MY blog , i can write anything i like .
If you dislike or feel uncomfortable , im sorry .
You can " Alt + F4 " & Bye bye .

Learn to Forgive & forget :]
Tmrl will be a better day .




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